a history of me

I woke up way too early this morning and I couldn't fall back asleep. It may have had something to do with this awkward dream I had featuring this girl I used to know. I don't remember when I saw her last, five years ago maybe? The details of the dream are incomprehensible, but I clearly remember her laughing at me. It just made me feel so terrible, I couldn't stand it. My dreams always suck. At best, they're full of great feelings which disappoints me when I wake up and realize it was a dream. At worst, I have horrible nightmares. I'd pay decent money to never remember another dream.