a history of me

Today is the beginning of a little break: no classes until Wednesday. In one month it'll be Spring Break. I have plans for Spring Break but no plans for this mini-break. Frankly, it seems like everyone has already cleared out. I suppose I could go "home" but no one's free. All my friends are exceedingly busy these days. I know quite a few people are heading to NYC tomorrow but I simply can't rationalize the expense at this point. Also, I have a fair amount of schoolwork to finish. Nearly all of my teachers issued extra homework this weekend because of the mini-break. Furthermore, the lack of a roommate has allowed me to spread my stuff out around the room and I'm keenly aware that I have way too much laundry sitting around.

Still, I can hardly think of a worse activity than sitting around the dorm for four days, especially now. My mood is...hard to classify. I am not happy, angry, elated or despondent. I suppose lonely, frustrated, confused or exhausted would be more accurate. I just don't know what to do with myself right now and spending time by myself is the last thing I want.

I guess there's always food.